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parasearch · 06-19-2010, 02:08 PM

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im new to this site, i actually found it by accident. but ive been looking for somewhere to go where no one knows me, and will listen to my experience without judgement..im almost 40 yrs old, but even as a child,my dreams have always been very vivid and more than 1/2 of them actually unfold in front of me while i am awake. im not talking about ordinary dejavu kinds of things. its a lot more powerful than that.
someone help me with this because for the life of me, i cant decipher this one. i need some help with it....
a few years ago,, you may remember a woman in the news that was the center of alot of controversy. she was in a nursing facility and had to be cared for due to a very traumatic auto accident that left her brain damaged and paralyzed. it had been made clear that physicians had saved her life?? her family was in a court battle with her husband, if i remember correctly, one of the 2 wanted to disconnect the machines and remove her feeding tube so she could pass away instead of continuing to live in the torment she was living in. i'll give the first name , her name was terri.
i had seen the news but at the time i was always very busy and unable to keep up with it..
as i laid down to sleep and dozed off one night, i had a very intense, almost unable to bear dream. as long as i live i will never forget how powerful it was.. it completely overwhelmed me even as i slept.
i was taken to a building i had never seen, and i stood a small distance from the building and i saw her outside, tied to a wooden post,her head hanging as if she was so tired she couldnt hold it up anymore. i saw angels on the the roof of the building and standing in different locations of the property. it appeared they were protecting her,and i saw why. there were evil entities coming for her, i could see them in the skies and there was almost a feeling of dread, and a sense of a fight for her about to take place...i could hear someone speaking to me telling me that people kept her alive against gods will, she had met her day to pass away, we kept her alive.. that was a sin . now the people are going to stop keeping her alive, basically killing her which is another sin. thats why the battle for her soul was taking place. a sin of such magnitude, by denying god his will, and then deciding we dont want the responsibility anymore of caring for her when its our fault shes here. a double sin that big is why evil entities wanted her, but its not her fault and she deserved to go home.
upon awaking, my face was covered in tears,and it took me 3 months to get to a point where i could have some time without thinking about it.
but even today i still have my days where the vision just wont get out of my head.. and i find myself feeling depressed and almost in tears.thats the strongest dream ive ever had and i dont really care to have another at that magnitude. but it did show me what the courts decision was going to be before they made it. i knew she was going to be disconnected from her machines and die before it happened.
does anyone have any insight on this, because i really need to find a way to disconnect from this when it gets bad..i dont know how

1TxLady · 06-19-2010, 02:17 PM

Hi, Para ... welcome to the site.

I am be no means an expert on dreams but I've done a lot of study on the subject. I, too, have precognitive or premonition dreams. Mostly they are symbolic but some are not.

There are some blanks in your info as far as knowledge... your beliefs, your emotional state at the time, etc

All these things feed our dreams.

Your dream could be a lot of things. It could be a manifestation of your own feelings at the time on her resuscitation coupled with your faith beliefs. As in perhaps you thought she should not have been saved by the doctors in the first place. Waking up with tears implies rather reactive emotion for the dream, but I don't know if you're a really emotional person on a day to day level or if that is an unusual thing for you. Maybe it was just a precognitive dream based upon your beliefs or a vision. The angels and demons could be nothing more than your vision of the universe and what happens at death.

Sorry I am not more help. Many of us have had disturbing dreams. So you're not alone.

snapdragon928 · 06-19-2010, 04:16 PM

This story affected me too. When I seen it on the news. Should she have been saved? If there was a chance she could get better yes. Should someone be kept ina vegatative state? that is a hard question for me. Because there have been a few that have come out of coma's that were of long periods of time. The hope the family feels is often powerful influence to keep the peron alive, but is it fair to the person? It's a question for sure.
I have had precognative/premonition dreams also. I haven't for a long time. I don't know how to control it, but there are people here who can control their "gifts" so maybe they can help.

parasearch · 06-19-2010, 04:42 PM

thank you for your response, the dream stuffs been going on as long as i can remember, but at age 14 i witnessed the death of a 4 yr old girl.i was with a friend and happened to be in the very spot she was to be run over by a car at the time it happened. within 6 months, my family started to experience strange happenings in our home.it wasnt very long after, 2 of my siblings saw a full bodied apparition in my sisters bedroom.you can imagine how frightened they were by the figure. but they described the figure as a young girl in a white dress.i didnt see it but did experience the strange noises in the home at night, the bedroom stayed very cold, and heat was on, a childs toy guitar would strum in the middle of the night with no one in the room to strum it, lights turning on by themselves,etc...priests were finally asked to come to the home. as you can imagine i was very secretive about the whole situation for fear of ridicule. it ended up that they were able to witness things themselves while they were there. i was very apprehensive about the whole thing because we were'nt catholic.i was young, i remember thinking" why are they even here"? i now have alot in my life i am very comfortable with because im used to it,things i see on a daily basis or atleast once a week.i dont know why they come, i know its not the child from my past, but i have'nt questioned them , dont know how to.well i do have an idea how to, but i wanna make sure im safe to..i hope you guys dont think im crazy or anything, im very sane, very level headed, just curious.. and i know i have to be careful how i approach these things..

(06-19-2010 02:17 PM)1txlady Wrote: Hi, Para ... welcome to the site.

I am be no means an expert on dreams but I've done a lot of study on the subject. I, too, have precognitive or premonition dreams. Mostly they are symbolic but some are not.

There are some blanks in your info as far as knowledge... your beliefs, your emotional state at the time, etc

All these things feed our dreams.

Your dream could be a lot of things. It could be a manifestation of your own feelings at the time on her resuscitation coupled with your faith beliefs. As in perhaps you thought she should not have been saved by the doctors in the first place. Waking up with tears implies rather reactive emotion for the dream, but I don't know if you're a really emotional person on a day to day level or if that is an unusual thing for you. Maybe it was just a precognitive dream based upon your beliefs or a vision. The angels and demons could be nothing more than your vision of the universe and what happens at death.

Sorry I am not more help. Many of us have had disturbing dreams. So you're not alone.

1TxLady · 06-19-2010, 04:49 PM

You're saying you had a vision versus a dream about the little girl then...you were awake.

Did the priest bless the house or do more?

I totally understand being secretive due to fear of ridicule. You've had no one with whom you could discuss these things all these years? I think you'll find comfort here. Smile

parasearch · (This post was last modified: 06-19-2010 04:56 PM by parasearch.)

thank you for your response as well,i thought i might be able to talk to others that have their own experiences, and maybe i could compare to see if i could make light of some of my situations. your input is greatly appreciated and maybe with it i can look at my dreams, plus the spirit activity i have around me and make a guess about why im getting all the activity

(06-19-2010 04:16 PM)snapdragon928 Wrote: This story affected me too. When I seen it on the news. Should she have been saved? If there was a chance she could get better yes. Should someone be kept ina vegatative state? that is a hard question for me. Because there have been a few that have come out of coma's that were of long periods of time. The hope the family feels is often powerful influence to keep the peron alive, but is it fair to the person? It's a question for sure.
I have had precognative/premonition dreams also. I haven't for a long time. I don't know how to control it, but there are people here who can control their "gifts" so maybe they can help.

no, the child i actually watched and tried to help after she was hit by the vehicle.. then we had the haunting within 6 months afterwards.since that time, ive had activity around me, this is not a dream this happened to me at 14.ive continued to have activity in my immediate surroundings since then.i also have the dreams.. but i dont associate the 2.ive always considered the dreams a separate occurence.

(06-19-2010 04:49 PM)1txlady Wrote: You're saying you had a vision versus a dream about the little girl then...you were awake.

Did the priest bless the house or do more?

I totally understand being secretive due to fear of ridicule. You've had no one with whom you could discuss these things all these years? I think you'll find comfort here.

1TxLady · 06-19-2010, 05:39 PM

Oh my! What an experience for one of that age! When I was about 15 I found our neighbor in his yard. He had been mowing and had a stroke. I hope you'll share your other experiences.

There are several people on here who will try to help you make sense of them. I understand the dreams are separate from other experiences.

parasearch · 06-19-2010, 05:54 PM

to tx: you were asking what the priests did, they only blessed the home, i think? i was very young and didnt really understand at that time what their practices were in that respect..but ive had activity around me off and on since that time.for example, {now this is'nt all the time,a good estimate is 2-3 times a month.}the activity always happens at night, picture yourself lying in bed, just starting to get in to a very good sleep. when all of a sudden your awakened by the extremely cold touch of someones hand grabbing you by the arm. not in a violent way, but as if someone was saying,"come here".but ive never felt something so cold.thats what startles you, and you can tell its a hand that is touching you. it grasps your forearm.but ...there is one night imparticular that stands out even more. lying in bed, i had'nt gone to sleep yet, i had'nt been in bed long. i could hear a faint whisper around the room. it continued for about 5 minutes, but i couldnt understand the words?ive never heard this before or after..

1TxLady · (This post was last modified: 06-19-2010 06:57 PM by 1TxLady.)

You said the priest or priests also experienced things at that time? I can visualize your experiences above. Some would say that some or part of them could be associated with sleep paralysis. That normally occurs just as one is getting into the dream or REM state or upon coming out of it. I am not saying that is what your experiences were but it is a possibility. If it occurs when you are completely awake... that is different.

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jeff · 06-19-2010, 07:22 PM

(06-19-2010 02:08 PM)parasearch Wrote: im new to this site, i actually found it by accident. but ive been looking for somewhere to go where no one knows me, and will listen to my experience without judgement..im almost 40 yrs old, but even as a child,my dreams have always been very vivid and more than 1/2 of them actually unfold in front of me while i am awake. im not talking about ordinary dejavu kinds of things. its a lot more powerful than that.
someone help me with this because for the life of me, i cant decipher this one. i need some help with it....
a few years ago,, you may remember a woman in the news that was the center of alot of controversy. she was in a nursing facility and had to be cared for due to a very traumatic auto accident that left her brain damaged and paralyzed. it had been made clear that physicians had saved her life?? her family was in a court battle with her husband, if i remember correctly, one of the 2 wanted to disconnect the machines and remove her feeding tube so she could pass away instead of continuing to live in the torment she was living in. i'll give the first name , her name was terri.
i had seen the news but at the time i was always very busy and unable to keep up with it..
as i laid down to sleep and dozed off one night, i had a very intense, almost unable to bear dream. as long as i live i will never forget how powerful it was.. it completely overwhelmed me even as i slept.
i was taken to a building i had never seen, and i stood a small distance from the building and i saw her outside, tied to a wooden post,her head hanging as if she was so tired she couldnt hold it up anymore. i saw angels on the the roof of the building and standing in different locations of the property. it appeared they were protecting her,and i saw why. there were evil entities coming for her, i could see them in the skies and there was almost a feeling of dread, and a sense of a fight for her about to take place...i could hear someone speaking to me telling me that people kept her alive against gods will, she had met her day to pass away, we kept her alive.. that was a sin . now the people are going to stop keeping her alive, basically killing her which is another sin. thats why the battle for her soul was taking place. a sin of such magnitude, by denying god his will, and then deciding we dont want the responsibility anymore of caring for her when its our fault shes here. a double sin that big is why evil entities wanted her, but its not her fault and she deserved to go home.
upon awaking, my face was covered in tears,and it took me 3 months to get to a point where i could have some time without thinking about it.
but even today i still have my days where the vision just wont get out of my head.. and i find myself feeling depressed and almost in tears.thats the strongest dream ive ever had and i dont really care to have another at that magnitude. but it did show me what the courts decision was going to be before they made it. i knew she was going to be disconnected from her machines and die before it happened.
does anyone have any insight on this, because i really need to find a way to disconnect from this when it gets bad..i dont know how

parasearch,

I am in my mid-fifties. As I age I've begun to wonder where I will spend my last few years. I am also sensitive to stories I hear about abuse of the elderly in retirement homes. I'm becoming more aware of my mortality, and eventual dependence on others. That is a BIG problem for me. I find it very difficult to rely or depend on others..., as I've been living alone for about 14 years now. The only way I can see my future without fear is to trust people I carefully choose.

I think that you may be identifying with this particular woman because you are very sensitive. And, in our dreams, sometimes characters we see are actually ourselves. I've encountered more than a couple of people having premonitions of something happening to some "faceless" person..., and it turns out sometime later that faceless person was theirself.

I don't rest well most of the time. However, if I spend some time recalling good memories, it relaxes me a bit. With my medicine, I may sleep better than usual. It's like being thankful for all the good in your life can, and actually does change your brain chemistry and your mood..., sleep may come more easily.

A friend of mine is always reading a book before sleeping. I like reading my old Bible, with all the marks and comments I wrote, and that brings back the now distant feeling of well being. "To each his own."

God Bless,
jeff