Empathic Powers

[K2M]

I just went back through all of the posts, and i really hope that Eric got something out of this. If nothing else im sure he is seeing what it is like to be empathic and it running out of control. Many of us have other gifts also, and it can be tough.

I will say this, it is very freeing to write it down for others to see.

Eric, you may also have other gifts that you are dealing with at the same time. It has taken me many years to figure all of this out. Am i finished figuring it out, no, its a continuous learning process.

I used to do a lot of meditation, but got away from it and now its hard to start back. I have lost that focus. Now i work more on blocking, and it has become a constant challenge.

Something else i may have picked up from this thread is, maybe some of us speak a different language?? It has been mentioned about reading between the lines, and thinking that others understand what we are talking about. I know there have been times on here where people took something completly wrong with what i said.

I feel that when i am writing, that it is coming straight out of my mouth, and i try to add my emotions the best i can. I have noticed many times that i miss words and spell words backward, crazy things like that. Many times i have to go back and do corrections. English was my best subject in school, so i do know how to spell and get the point across.

Eric, i know there are some here that know a lot about meditation and that sort of thing. Keep on reading and keep on learning....

[eric.u200x]

(06-10-2010 07:58 AM)Lady Ellie Wrote:  I feel what you are saying, Walmart IS a tough one. It's really hard for me too, I am also an Aries and it is written that my mood depends on the moods of those around me. thats not always a good thing! I work really hard at keeping 'myself' seperate from their moods and feelings...otherwise I feel like I've lost 'me'..you know..like who 'I' am, if I'm feeling and reacting to their moods instead of my own. Make any sense?

Yes, I'm an Aries as well, so it makes perfect sense. Lol. I haven't felt like myself in awhile.

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(06-10-2010 04:17 PM)K2M Wrote:  I just went back through all of the posts, and i really hope that Eric got something out of this. If nothing else im sure he is seeing what it is like to be empathic and it running out of control. Many of us have other gifts also, and it can be tough.

I will say this, it is very freeing to write it down for others to see.

Eric, you may also have other gifts that you are dealing with at the same time. It has taken me many years to figure all of this out. Am i finished figuring it out, no, its a continuous learning process.

I used to do a lot of meditation, but got away from it and now its hard to start back. I have lost that focus. Now i work more on blocking, and it has become a constant challenge.

Something else i may have picked up from this thread is, maybe some of us speak a different language?? It has been mentioned about reading between the lines, and thinking that others understand what we are talking about. I know there have been times on here where people took something completly wrong with what i said.

I feel that when i am writing, that it is coming straight out of my mouth, and i try to add my emotions the best i can. I have noticed many times that i miss words and spell words backward, crazy things like that. Many times i have to go back and do corrections. English was my best subject in school, so i do know how to spell and get the point across.

Eric, i know there are some here that know a lot about meditation and that sort of thing. Keep on reading and keep on learning....

Thank you! I feel so welcomed here.

[LMC]

(06-10-2010 10:47 AM)K2M Wrote:  I do suffer with agoraphobia, and it is so hard to do what most people can do without a thought about it. Walmart was mentioned, yep, me to, i visit Walmart maybe 2 to 3 times per year. I have learned to do most of my shopping online.

Things are so bad that i have not been to my husbands family Christmas party in 2 years now. I feel so guilty, but just cannot handle all of the people in a house. Just cant do it. I also missed thier family thanksgving dinner last year.

It feels very good to be honest about this. At the same time i feel as if i am telling the world a huge secret that i should keep to myself. This is very hard to talk about, but i have to get it out.

My main problem is at this point, and i will try not to go into to much detail. I am not comfortable in my own home, its not the house, but who i share it with. This has been a long time coming, and have been trying to figure out a way to move. There, i said it. Financially, i just cant do it, so i feel very stuck and its affecting my health issues.

I have come to the point, i will have to do something before i get driven insane, literally. I have tip toed around this issue for years, and just cant do it any more.

I have talked with family members about this problem for years also, and we are starting to come up with some ideas. If there is a will, there is a way!!!! I have to think of my health at this point, as it is going downhill fast.

This goes back into blocking things out. I am loosing my strengh, and fighting to keep it, but my situation is making me weak. I know that if i cant help myself that i cannot help anyone else.

So, you guys, i completly understand. It is so good, not to feel so alone with all of this.

I have taken away from the original poster and i am very sorry for that, i just hope that telling my story can help any of you. You are not alone with all of this.

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(06-10-2010 07:58 AM)Lady Ellie Wrote:  I feel what you are saying, Walmart IS a tough one. It's really hard for me too, I am also an Aries and it is written that my mood depends on the moods of those around me. thats not always a good thing! I work really hard at keeping 'myself' seperate from their moods and feelings...otherwise I feel like I've lost 'me'..you know..like who 'I' am, if I'm feeling and reacting to their moods instead of my own. Make any sense?

I have to add, i am a Libra, the scales, so i am a balancing act. I see both sides of everything, and it can be a pain. If i could just get the scales to even out for a while, maybe i could make some decisions that need to be made.

WOW K2M my prayers are with you! I know how you feel... although I am not a agoraphobia... just too sensitive to all that goes on around me... I sometimes can feel too much from people and when I start to hear what they are thinking I literally just lose it! It really drives me crazy especially when there is a ghost/spirit involved they just kind of overwhelm me!

I need to learn how to control that the most! too many people in one place kind of makes me lose the control. some people might feel someone looking at them and look around to see who it is... me I don't only feel the eyes on me I can see their thoughts (I can picture what they are thinking or picturing) and sometimes hear their thoughts.... Some guys can really scare me with their thoughts...

Some people wonder why I don't always look straight into their eyes... it's because I can see into their souls I know what they are thinking and what they have been doing and what they are gonna do! if I look around them I can see their died loved ones so I usually look away or down. How can you explain that to people???

Sorry I am going on and on!!! I am a Scorpio by the way... we are suppose to be the Queen/King of sex we are very passionate... also very intuitive {is that the right word?}

Love you K2M!

[Lady Ellie]

Eric, I just want to say that I think you've found the right group of people to open up to. We are all different, unique if you will, in our own special ways. Many things people feel, see or do here is outside the realm of what is considered socialy 'normal'. Here, you can be heard, debated, and understood. You have the chance to learn from others, and we have a chance to learn from you.

[LMC]

(06-10-2010 11:19 PM)Lady Ellie Wrote:  Eric, I just want to say that I think you've found the right group of people to open up to. We are all different, unique if you will, in our own special ways. Many things people feel, see or do here is outside the realm of what is considered socialy 'normal'. Here, you can be heard, debated, and understood. You have the chance to learn from others, and we have a chance to learn from you.

that is so sweet Lady E.... You have a big heart... Eric Lady E is right so is everybody here on TP... they are awesome people! Welcome to the forum!

[K2M]

LMC, i also have a problem with the eyes, because it works both ways. There are many like us, and i really dont want someone reading what is going on with me through my eyes. It can make you very uncomfortable. This happened to me recently with someone talking to me and looking me right in the eyes, and they knew exactly, to the tee what was going on inside my head. I have always been able to do this, but when it was done to me, it was very freaky. I have to work harder with my boudaries, and blocking. Reading all of your posts have made me feel much stronger, and i now think i can handle things much better.

I have to go back to drawing lines, and not allowing others to cross it.

[Roland]

K2M... How ya doing hope your feeling well and going to have a great day.

[eric.u200x]

Thanks to everyone for the good advice! I look forward to gettingto know u guys!

[TempleofTime]

Just wondering what is it you guys know about having abilities in this area? I myself have them too. And they sometimes literally scream at me and i can feel them through my whole body. I know nothing about them though!

When i am around people, if there is negative emotions or things like that etc, i seem to be able to sense that and know it is there. I have had several others in my life mention this about me. Its more than this though. I can sense the very energies and emotions of spirits around me. I attended a Christian high school and we would always have a chapel every friday. I would sense the presence of God and angels etc and i could feel it literally all around me. Enveloping me like a blanket. I have been to haunted places where i have literally felt what i can only describe as a deathly, damp presence. Currently i am struggling with a demonic entity that follows me, and what i feel from him is pure burning hatred and agony. It literally causes me pain that is sometimes physical.

K2M i remember u read something i posted and it made u dizzy. That scares me i hope all is well with you.