The Hair Dryer!!!

[K2M]

Sorry its taken me so long to get back to you all. There has been a lot of activity around here through the holidays. LK, i thought about what you said about mind over matter, and you are so correct about that. When i get upset or angry things tend to happen, strange things. I have always been this way and never really connected the 2.

It does really scare me when i am at wits end and really angry, as this is when things tend to move on thier own. This past weekend i was in a bad state, very angry with my soon to be x. I could feel the energy around me as i tried to stay calm.

Really, i was afraid that something bad would happen to him as i was so angry. This has happened in the past with my emotions. Wow, this is another oddity to research. It reminds me of the movie, Fire starter.

My hair dryer stays unplugged and under the sink, and i am trying to get my emotions in check, as i have noticed over the past few weeks, almost being afraid to turn on lights as they tend to blow out. This happened yesterday, as we had a flood in 2 apartments, the water was gushing out and we where all scurying around as we waited for maintenance to arrive. I went in the trash room to grab an empty trash can, as i turned on the light switch the light blew out into a million pieces right over my head.

I havent been documenting as i should as it has been very busy here as many have been going off in ambulances, many sick, and the holiday stress. Wow, did i pick up on everyones stress... i felt as if i was gritting my teeth and they would fall out. I just had to meditate and relax every chance i had.

We had 5 deaths in our building alone between Thanksgiving and Christmas, it was heart breaking to see these people being taken out with the coroner.

On the good side, i feel as if i am in my element as i am able to help so many of these people with kindness and love. We all band together here and are like a huge, huge family.

All for now, thank you all!!!!