Hi everyone,

I would like to discuss a experience that happened to me at the age of 17, but has stayed with me for years.

During this time, I started experimenting with black magic, meditating on satanic mantras, reading satanic texts much to the horror of my family (christians). Anyway, I wasn't sure what I was doing, but one night, I awoke, I was soooo hot, I felt like I was burning up. And slowly, I saw what looked like a black mass floating in through my now open window. It slowly moved towards me. Its a feeling of terror I will take to the grave.

As the black shape grew closer I could see that it was a Nun, but she was a skelleton, or something like that. Something was just not right and undead and evil looking about her. She extended a boney finger and touched my forhead, and dissapeared much quicker than when she came in. I suddendly snapped out this state, covered in sweat. I swear it wasn't the same as sleep. Something seriously ODD happened to me that night, can anyone shed any light on this bizzare experience of mine? My Dad told me it was a dream, but it wasn't, I was awake! I just couldn't move! When i awoke i was in the same position with my eyes still open!

wuh-eird dude. Maybe it was a warning to stop walking down the evil path of destruction.

(06-18-2009 07:17 PM)dyingenglish Wrote:  wuh-eird dude. Maybe it was a warning to stop walking down the evil path of destruction.

I wasn't doing drugs at the time, I was sober as a judge. I wasn't mental or anything, I know this happened! And looking in this forum I can see there are others! The feeling of a evil presence is overwhelming! This isn't some sleep thing, I have to know what this was!

I was never really evil, just messing around with stuff I knew too little about. I didn't even believe in it at the time. but perhaps it was some kind of warning, but this was no angel, I remember the smell of death.

That really does seem like a warning to me. I am going to assume that you are no longer practicing the dark arts? Because if you decided to stop at that point, I believe that was a wise choice. No, I don't think it was a dream. I think you needed to be scared into realizing what path you were on and where it was leading you. Thank you for such an interesting story. It had me scared, and I don't scare that easily anymore.

an extreme warning then? I see it has you shaken up. The best answer i can give is an omen. Talk to uglynrude. he's pretty good with this stuff.

(06-18-2009 07:25 PM)scarygirl67 Wrote:  That really does seem like a warning to me. I am going to assume that you are no longer practicing the dark arts? Because if you decided to stop at that point, I believe that was a wise choice. No, I don't think it was a dream. I think you needed to be scared into realizing what path you were on and where it was leading you. Thank you for such an interesting story. It had me scared, and I don't scare that easily anymore.

Actually no, I became worse, after everyone told me it was a dream I started to take drugs and engaged more heavily in hatefull practises, hoping to block it out, so its safe to say if it was a warning, I didn't heed it. Pleased to say I am better now, but who knows what happened. Sorry to have scared you, but just thinking about it screws me up, sometimes I can't sleep thinking about it, like now infact.

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(06-18-2009 07:27 PM)dyingenglish Wrote:  an extreme warning then? I see it has you shaken up. The best answer i can give is an omen. Talk to uglynrude. he's pretty good with this stuff.

great, I openly invite him to make a comment if he feels he wants to. Any insight on this is appreciated. Sometimes I get flashes when I suddenly turn my head, but nothing like this.

I'm glad things are better for you now. Self-medication is how most people block things out, so you're certainly not alone there. I like what dyingenglish said about an omen. Showing you just how bad things can get.

(06-18-2009 07:36 PM)scarygirl67 Wrote:  I'm glad things are better for you now. Self-medication is how most people block things out, so you're certainly not alone there. I like what dyingenglish said about an omen. Showing you just how bad things can get.

Its the fact no one believed me and dismissed it as a product of my mind that hurt the most. Theres no way I would just "see" a dead nun float through my window, I have no past of mental illness and I don't think I'm stupid, nor do I have any reason to make it up. I just wished my parents listened to me. They just thought I was crazy.

My parents ran me through every test possible to see if I was mentally imbalanced. When they ruled that out, they thought it was poltergeist activity that was centering around me because I was so "wierd" as they called it. I saw shadows and ghosts all the time, though nothing as horrific as you described. I too, self-medicated to ease the pain of not being believed. I don't think you're crazy or were making that up. I think you were being sent a very significant message, and if it is one you chose to ignore, it could be because you were trying to convince yourself that it didn't happen. Maybe if someone had believed you, it would have been different. But you can't live your life on "what if". Look at your past as a rewarding learning experience instead of a bunch of mistakes. My guess is you wouldn't be the person you are today, were it not from what you learned the hard way. Let the positive in your life put those things to rest.

Its the Old Hag syndrome all the way. It can and does feel real and that you are awake. But you aren't actually awake, the experience is so frightening because the victims, although paralyzed, seem to have full use of their senses. In fact, it is often accompanied by strange smells, the sound of approaching footsteps, apparitions of weird shadows or glowing eyes, and the oppressive weight on the chest, making breathing difficult if not impossible. All of the body's senses are telling the victims that something real and unusual is happening to them. Rather than ghosts or demons, however, there is a scientific explanation: "sleep paralysis"

To anyone who this happens to you swear your awake and you actually think it was real. This happened to me and I swore it was real for a few years until I discovered what it was and the cause. I studied it to find answers and by doing this actually discovered what caused mine. The only time I experienced it was when I slept in one back room, its a natural fear cage with extremely high EMF's The fuse box, and 220 lines running over head in that room. The EMF's altered the magnetic field in my brain and triggered this.