I had to have a meeting at the school with Veronica’s student counselor on Thursday of last week. Veronica goes to the same high school that I went to.
As I was sitting in the office, an eerie feeling came over me…everything in this office was exactly the same as it had been 25 years ago when I was a student there. The floors were the same. The desks were the same, although the office equipment was updated. (noticed that while the copy machine was a newer one…the exact same “Out of Order” sign was hanging on it!) Read the rest of this entry »
I am new to this site and have been reading through several threads related to the paranormal. After scrolling down the main page a bit I noticed the topic of Wicca on this site. I must say I was a bit amused, confused, and a little shocked to see that it was even a topic of discussion at all on talkparanormal. Wicca as paranormal? Hmmm…O…K…I’ll read a bit.
I read a hot topic thread and after doing so, began to write a response, and here I am….it turned into 4.5 hand written pages…a blog. Perhaps it really is Divine intervention that I am writing this, but probably not the outcome that was perceived.
I have been an Ecclectic Wiccan for 8 years now. I was raised in the Christian church and adhered to those beliefs the best I could well into my late 20’s. I was the 10 year old girl jumping out of the pew and running out of the church screaming, “They’re brainwashing us! They’re brainwashing us!” I have no idea what compelled me to do such a thing (some of you may be thinking….”Satan?”) But as it turns out that particular church (and my school at the time!) really was brainwashing us and needless to say, that church is no longer operating. Please note: not bashing christians here-just that one particular church-they had some very wonderful people there as well.
Anyway-back to the subject. Read the rest of this entry »
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Man today was hell, I had to work from 4:00 pm to 10:00 pm and had alot of customers surprisingly for a Sunday. Normally there aren’t alot of customer’s on that day. And ontop of it all … we have a new assistant manager that came from the army so he’s a complete psycho & spaz.
He was running around like a chicken with it’s head cut off barking out order’s like he’s in the army & being rude about it. And yelling loudly in the process.. He then asked us what we thought of him and one of my co – workers told him what she honestly thought of him.
He’s disrespectful/loud that’s pretty much it. And he did apologize for that. But it’s like asking for our opinion was pointless because he went right back to doing it.. being loud and disrespectful again ontop of cusssing. I personally do not like him, he’s too obnoxious and loud ontop of barking order’s at us like were soliders..
He may be our assistant manager and all but I don’t appreciate him barking orders at us like were some kind of dog.. We all know what were suppose to do & how to do it, and how fast to do it.
Today was just a rotten day and I hope it NEVER REPEATS either.
So this morning I called back Burger King and spoke to the manager and she asked me to come in for an interview this Sunday @ 8:15 am. So that’s a good thing, though it isn’t exactly the best job out there it’s still something to do just until I get my CNA training going.
Which by the way this place down town called Work Force Central will pay the the training/class. Then after words they will find a job for me in that field and I’ll be set. I read online that CNA’s get paid at least 13.00 an hour. So I am happy at the moment. Right now though the place is out of money to pay for the training so when July comes they will have money again to pay for the training.
I’m just anxious about the interview and since I was told that they pretty much hire anyone I have a good chance in working there. I’m just a little nervous because of working on the register, which I’ve only done maybe once and that was a long time ago.. But they will train me and I will get used to it so..
Today I feel more confident, I applied for three jobs. Two of them went to supermarkets and the third one went to the new super walmart center they built right by my house.
I’m going to call them all tomorrow to see what I get, then still call them regardless to bug them to show them that I am willing to do what it takes to get the job.
But before that, I’m going to call my mom up and ask that she give me a ride up to the outside mall plaza we have here to grab an application from Iparty again.
I guess getting criticized alot about getting a job is actually starting to sink in, why it took so long I don’t know and I don’t care I am real confident and that’s all that matters. I mean after all you can’t expect to get a job with a negative attitude about it and worrying about not getting hired.
It feels like the weight of the world has been lifted off of my shoulders, and that little critter on my chest has finally let go of me and I can’t explain how good I feel today, I’m just happy and it actually feels real good to feel happy & positive.
I’m almost about ready to give up .. there is no point in even trying anymore. Because of me never having held a job nobody wants to hire a 23 year old, because they automatically think I’m going to screw off.. Which is poor judgement if you ask me, they shouldn’t judge somebody because they’ve never held a job..
They should at least give them a chance I mean how else are people suppose to gain experience in that field if they don’t hire the damn person and give them a chance… I seriously have no will in trying to get a job anymore.. It’s getting tiresome and it’s upsetting to me. So I guess I’ll have no choice but to go back to calling the temp agency.
Which is almost pointless to because ever time I’ve called there the guy always tells me ” I’ll call you when something comes up” And I’m sick and tired of hearing that line..
But I guess I’m going to have to deal with this because it’s the only chance I have in getting a job maybe …
All of this is my fault … for not getting a job when I was younger and now I’m paying for it big time.. Nobody is willing to hire me to give me a chance.
Instead they’d rather stick there nose up and judge me before giving me the chance.
And I just filled out an application online for babies R US and it was a whole waste of time .. I received an email stating that they wont hire me due to lack of experience & I don’t sum up to the qualifications.
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